Greetings! First things first, I'm a cultural buff and movies are like my heroin. I've created this blog to express my current perspective or emotions about certain things. I love to learn, listen, and speak my own thoughts. I just wish to travel to all the places I desire and find what's out there for me in the future. "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha
“If you are depressed you are living in the past. If you are anxious you are living in the future. If you are at peace you are living in the present.”
— Lao Tzu
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June 2nd
3:09 PM

a message from Anonymous


Please don't kill half your school with bow and arrows. OK, thanks.

half? who said I’d only kill half?! But since you said please, maybe I won’t. :)

June 1st
9:13 PM

he motivates me

May 28th
1:42 AM

home is where the heart is

Where do I love to say I am from?

Colorado. Colorado, Springs. It’s the best place to live in. It’s where I felt belonged. It’s where I learned how to speak English. It’s just a beautiful place to live in. I’m residing in California as of right now, Colorado and California are two completely different places. California is great and all, it has the world’s major cities, but it’s not really for me. Colorado is more like me. I’m ending my 2nd year in high school at NorCal and I’m planning to go to Colorado State Uni for 2 years. It’s almost my dream. I miss it so much, sometimes I can cry about it due to my home-sickness.

Cons:

  • not much Asian food selections
  • expensive Sushi bars
  • expensive rice

Pros:

  • weather
  • heat
  • kind people
  • environment 
  • transition from winter to summer
  • rocky mountains
  • outdoor activities 
  • THE AIR is thick
  • the list can go on
May 21st
4:00 AM
Via
May 14th
1:30 AM
oh you attractive mass murderer. not serial killer, because he doesn’t kill a person one at a time instead he kills at the same time. 

oh you attractive mass murderer. not serial killer, because he doesn’t kill a person one at a time instead he kills at the same time. 

May 5th
1:32 AM

1) James MOTHERFUCKING Franco.

Why? Well, because we ALL know I’ve been obsessed with him since I was 11. Even way before he played Harry Osborne. James Franco has ruined every man for me, because he can smoke all the weed he wants and still be beautiful as fuck. Most importantly he still can get his shit together such as balancing acting, education, and personal life together! That’s amazing. Any other man can do that around here? Don’t think so.

2) Cillian Murphy

Why? It’s those damn crystal-blue eyes. It’s so unique. It literally looks like he shoved in crystals in his eye socket. No, he was just blessed with ice like eyes. Other than physical features, he’s intelligent and very well-spoken. I just love how he presents himself. He knows how to separate himself from the Hollywood life.

3) Ezra Miller

THERE IS NO POSSIBLE REASON TO NOT LIKE EZRA. Ezra dropped out of high school when he was 16, usually is interested portraying psychopaths, attractive even playing a gay role, and he’s a drummer! He is the definition of perfection. He’s genuinely intelligent for his age, coming out pretentious to others. I honestly think he reads the encyclopedia before bed or some shit. But that’s what I love about him. He blows me away. Did I mention he has the most amazing bone structure? His jawline is like a Greek God’s. I would love him to father my children in the future. Teach them how to be an eloquent person, just like he is.

4) Ash Stymest

He may be an asshole in his interviews, but hey that’s different compared to other models who try too hard to be elegant. He’s just a badass, alright? That damn English accent and have you seen his TATTOOS?! He makes me want a bird on my neck too. I can’t explain his attractive-ness in words. He’s like a magnet, trying not to like him is inevitable. 

May 2nd
2:17 AM

why I just adore him!

Interviewer: What attracts you to these roles such as playing a psychopath?
Ezra: Um. Well they’re the most fun. I think that in society at large there’s a good deal of sickness on the rise. And I find it more fulfilling to portray people with dystrophies in their minds and bodies and emotional state that’s  because it’s going on, it’s a reality so it should be depicted and I loved to be the one to depict it. It’s a challenge, it requires a deeper more cutting more risky exploration.
Interviewer: Well since Kevin was a baby he was pretty cruel to his mom, do you think evil people are born or made?
Ezra: I have a lot of problems with the notion of an evil person. Because I think people are naturally dualistic in their qualities. I mean even more than dualistic it’s not a binary. There’s a spectrum within of every human being. I think that dystrophies arise through nurture as well as nature. I don’t see a line of division.
Interviewer: When it comes to young people do you think they should be held responsible for their actions?
Ezra: We have to hold people accountable for what they do no matter who they are. But we also have to honestly confront the other contributing factors.
Interviewer: What about when Kevin was deliberately pooing in his napping to annoy his mom?
Ezra: What every baby knows, or mothers and infants and you can read textbook that if a child is in any way neglected or ignored even if it’s in a very subtle emotional level there’s in an awareness in a baby. Even when a child is born that’s 9-month progressed organism with a deeply kin awareness of everything that’s going on. If a child feels neglected, he/she is going to clammier for attention. That’s natural because this young organism needs attention to grow to progress properly. That’s a natural phenomenon.
Interviewer:  Let’s talk about forgiveness then, is anything forgivable do you think?
Ezra: Yeah, I think in a long-term process of us becoming removed from what kind of makes us human we’re becoming less and less understanding. Any act can be forgiven, I mean because we can all in some level understand even the most hard atrocities. Or at least I can, I feel like everybody can or could if they really tried.
Interviewer: Do you think the mom, Eva was to blame then?
Ezra: Well to blame, it’s hard to say I think motherhood and child development these are incredibly delicate and complex issues. And I think it’s very easy for someone to go wrong, to go astray. So can we blame her? Because at the same time there’s clearly a lot of responsibility on her shoulders where is the societal understanding? For a mother who feels demoted and pained by motherhood. Where is that network, where is there support for a mother like that?
Interviewer: It makes having kids quite a scary prospect doesn’t it?
Ezra: Well yeah, I mean there’s just something to be recognized in the delicacies of raising a child, to be really recognized and regarded, treated with a lot of care.

1:06 AM

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Spring ‘12 Obsessions:

    - Spikes and studs on all clothing
    - Psychological thrillers genre movies
    - Myers Briggs Personality Tests
    - Action War movies
    - Clint Eastwood
    - Ezra Miller!!!
    - Light-Medium Blonde/Brown hair
    - World War II history (especially about Germany and Japan)
    - Scottish Culture
    - Scottish Accents
    - Jewish lifestyle
    - Distinctive ethnic backgrounds
    - Perfect bone structures (jawlines and collar bones)
    - Whole Foods Grocery
    - Indian Sweets
    - Hair-wear
    - Stud bracelets (not that I didn’t before)

*Brown Rice
*2) Strawberries
*3) Spinach
4) Cantaloupe
5) Plums
*6) Omega-3 fish oils

April 30th
8:50 PM
Via
Simply beautiful.

Simply beautiful.